I know there's such a thing as "quality alone time". But fuck, I've had enough of it. I spend all my time alone. I hate it. I'm lonely and bored. My friends are either busy or not around or not in the mood or blah blah blah. I've spent so much time alone lately...I feel awful. Too awful to make this entry witty or interesting or even melodramatic. So I lie on my bed playing mini pool trying to figure out why no one actually wants to see me or hang out with me and that just makes things worse. I can't even watch movies 'cause they're all about people with friends or blah blah blah...it just makes me feel like crap. And writing this isn't helping at all. So bye.