A couple of nights ago I had a nightmare that my parents took me back to Ohio. This was after being bored and frustrated and thinking "Maybe I should have stayed in Ohio" which I think once in awhile when I wonder if I've made a mistake.

But that nightmare was awful. I was terrified and sad and scared all at once. I haven't felt like that since I was really little and my parents would drop me off at school and I would cry and cry 'cause they were leaving. Just thinking about that dream gives me that same feeling back. Thank heaven I left there.