To take the test or not to take the test?

Reasons why I should take the lifeguarding test:

It'd be good to finish the program, I guess
Being a lifeguard gets you more money and makes getting a job easier

Reasons why I should not take the lifeguarding test:

I'll probably fail as I'm bad at getting a submerged victim and never even practiced getting a submerged victim with a back or neck injury.
I've had water in my ears for two days straight.
I don't think I really want to be a lifeguard.
I'm not the strongest swimmer around.
PUBLIC HUMILIATION
Fear of drowning while trying to rescue people
Fear of killing someone


::cries:: I don't know what to do I hate this WAAAAAHHHH