Do you ever have a day when you feel smart and cool and funny and outgoing and everything seems right and you get good grades on all of your assignments and your clothes are perfect and your hair is perfect and all your friends are around and everything seems great and all of a sudden you think...

This doesn't feel like me.

Today was one of those days. And now I feel very weird and like everything is standing still. The day went by too quickly and I feel like I missed everything because I was too busy being this outgoing person who I'm not.

I'm not making any sense. And I must sound like a lunatic. But I felt like saying it.